Mark 10:46-52
I
am title challenged. In other words, I struggle with coming up with titles for
my sermons, for anything I write. It isn’t that I don’t have the ability to
come up with a good or catchy title for something. But with short stories or
essays or poetry, the titles most often rise up out of what I’ve written. But
sermons are different. Sermons are tricky. Generally, I have to come up with my
sermon title before I write the sermon. That means that while I’m writing, I
worry constantly about whether or not my sermon actually reflects the title
I’ve given it. It’s not unusual for me to feel pressured by the title I’ve
chosen; especially when I think I’ve come up with something clever and catchy.
I have such a great title, but this sermon isn’t living up to it! I tell myself
not to get obsessed about it. Do people really sit there and wonder why my
sermon doesn’t seem to match the title? Probably not. But if you do, don’t tell
me. But it still bugs me.
Brent told me a story
shared from his pastor about another preacher who hated coming up with titles.
He hated them so much that every sermon was entitled the same way; “Ponderings
On …” And then whatever scripture passage he was preaching on would finish the
title.
If I used his
example, this sermon would be entitled, “Ponderings On Mark 10:46 -52,” But it’s not called that. It’s
called, “Blind Faith.” When I told Brent the title, he thought I was referring
to the blues rock band started by Eric Claption, Ginger Baker, Steve Winwood,
and Ric Greich. But that wasn’t my inspiration.
I also realized
after I chose this title that the expression, “blind faith,” is sometimes used
disparagingly. To some, blind faith means that the person with the blind faith
has just checked out on using their brain or reason or logic at all. You just
have blind faith in God or another person without any critical thinking to go
along with it. But I chose the title, “Blind Faith,” because it seemed an
obvious description of what is happening in this story. Bartimaeus was blind,
but he is an astonishing and incredible example of faith; therefore, “Blind
Faith.”
Bartimaeus’ story
comes at the end of chapter 10, and essentially at the end of the first part of
Mark’s gospel. Immediately after this story, Jesus makes his “triumphal entry,”
into Jerusalem . He is moving ever
more quickly and inexorably toward the cross. But before he and the disciples
come to the Mount of Olives, and before he sends two of the disciples to fetch
a colt from a nearby village, and before he enters Jerusalem on that colt’s
back, and before the people lay palm branches and cloaks on the road to mark
his entry, Jesus and the disciples and the large crowd following along were
leaving Jericho.
Mark tells us that
Bartimaeus, or Bar-Timaeus, son of Timaeus, was “a blind beggar sitting by the
roadside. When he heard that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to shout out
and say, ‘Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!’”
Bartimaeus may
have been blind, but he was not deaf. He must have heard the commotion of a
large number of people, and the sound of so many feet walking past him. He must
have heard the babble of voices, the whispers of wonder, the cries of
expectation, the excited discussions about this Jesus in their midst. Perhaps even
before he heard Jesus and the disciples and the crowds walking by, Bartimaeus
had already heard rumors about Jesus, about what this strange man of Nazareth
was doing and saying. Maybe Bartimaeus just knew, just perceived in a way that
went beyond the physical senses, who Jesus truly was. However he knew about
Jesus, he knew about Jesus.
He started
shouting to him, trying to get his attention.
“Jesus, Son of
David, have mercy on me!”
You would think
that the people around Bartimaeus would have recognized what an opportunity
this was for Timaeus’ son. Here is someone who could help Bartimaeus, heal
Bartimaeus. Instead they tried to hush him.
“Be quiet,
Bartimaeus!” “Stop shouting, Bartimaeus!” “Don’t bother the teacher,
Bartimaeus!” “Who are you to cry out to him, Bartimaeus?”
But all their
efforts to shush him, to quiet him, to stifle him, were naught. Bartimaeus just
shouted louder.
“Son of David,
have mercy on me!”
Jesus heard. Jesus
stopped walking, stood still, and called Bartimaeus to him. I suspect that the
same people who were trying to hush Bartimaeus were now the ones encouraging
him to get up and go to Jesus.
“Hush Bartimaeus!
Oh wait, he wants to see you. Go Bartimaeus!”
However visually impaired Bartimaeus may have been, he seemed to have no mobility issues. He didn’t just get up from the side of the road, he sprang up. He threw off his cloak and jumped up from where he was sitting and went to Jesus. Jesus then asked him a question which should have seemed obvious.
However visually impaired Bartimaeus may have been, he seemed to have no mobility issues. He didn’t just get up from the side of the road, he sprang up. He threw off his cloak and jumped up from where he was sitting and went to Jesus. Jesus then asked him a question which should have seemed obvious.
“What do you want
me to do for you?”
“My Teacher, let
me see again.”
Without touching
him, uttering a prayer, or speaking other words that would seem to bring forth
healing, Jesus healed him. Jesus merely said to him,
“Go; your faith
has made you well.”
Immediately,
Bartimaeus, son of Timaeus, once a beggar by the side of the road, regained his
sight. He saw and he followed.
What do you want
me to do for you? Perhaps Jesus didn’t ask that question to be obtuse or to
make Bartimaeus speak his desire. Perhaps that question was to get at the heart
of what Bartimaeus really desired. He wanted to see again. Jesus gave him back
his sight. When we think of a gospel with layers upon layers of meanings, we
most likely think of the gospel of John. But I think there are layers in this story;
there is more happening here, more being said, than a physical healing.
Don’t
misunderstand me. Bartimaeus was healed of his physical blindness. But there
was a seeing that went far beyond the physical. Bartimaeus could not see Jesus
to have faith in him. But still he saw. He believed. He did not seem to just
believe that Jesus was a healer. He called him “Son of David,” another way of
saying Messiah. He called him, Teacher, my Teacher. He shouted not for healing,
but for mercy. Bartimaeus had blind faith – not only because he was blind and
believed, but because he was able to believe without needing to see. Jesus gave
him back his sight, and what did he do? He didn’t run off and tell his friends
or return to his family. He followed. He followed.
I’m not sure we
are called to have blind faith, the kind of faith that chucks off reason and
logic and thought. But I do think we are called to trust as deeply and as
surely as Bartimaeus did. I think we are called to see how we are blind; how we
walk through the world with blinders on: blind to others’ pain, blind to how
our actions affect others, blind to the consequences of our sin.
The events of this
past week, of yesterday, call us to remove our blinders. The violence in our
world, in our country is real. As I was trying to ponder what to say in this
sermon, I heard about the deadly shooting at a synagogue in Pennsylvania .
People worshipping peacefully, observing the Sabbath, were gunned down by a man
with death and violence and distorted vengeance on his mind and in his heart.
They were our sisters and brothers. That man is our brother. The man who sent
pipe bombs to so many prominent people last week; he is our brother. Believe
me, I don’t like to call him that. I don’t want to admit that. I want to hate.
But I cannot have blind faith. Just as Jesus restored Bartimaeus’ sight, he
calls me to open my eyes, my mind and my heart. The people who are harmed are
our family, and the people who do the harm are as well. And just as I am called
to see this truth, to acknowledge it, I am called to live accordingly. And I am
called to accountability, to admit my own culpability in the brokenness and the
violence of our time. To have faith in Mark’s gospel is to follow Jesus; to
follow with trust and persistence, even when we doubt. But it is also to see;
to really, really see. We are called not to follow blindly, oblivious to the
heartbreak of the world, focused only on our own personal relationship with
Jesus. We are called to follow with eyes wide open, with hearts wide open, with
minds wide open, with hands wide open. We are called to follow and to see.
Jesus healed Bartimaeus. He gave him back his sight. But he also showed him
mercy. Isn’t that what we are calling for? Isn’t that what we need? Mercy.
Aren’t we all in
need of mercy? Aren’t we all blind in some way or another? Don’t we need to be
healed? Don’t we need to finally see, to really see as if our faith depends on
it?
Let all of God’s
children say, “Alleluia. Amen.”
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