Luke
12:13-34
July
31, 2016
Last September I received a
letter in the mail. I had been told by friends to expect this letter,
but I was still not prepared for it when it arrived. When I saw it in
the mail that day, my face flushed. My hands shook slightly. I had to
sit down and collect myself before I could even open the envelope. I
could not believe that my time had come to receive such a letter. Its
arrival meant that I had reached a turning point in my life; a new
chapter. But was I ready?
The letter was my invitation to
become a member of AARP: the American Association of Retired Persons.
I was turning 50 in October, half a century, and that meant I could
now join the same association that my parents belong to. Perhaps we
could pool our senior discounts.
I’m making this moment sound a
wee bit more dramatic than it actually was. I had been told by
friends that you get an invitation when you turn 50, so I was
expecting it. I hadn’t really considered whether I would join or
not, but when I read that the cost of joining wasn’t that much and
I got a free gift, I signed right up. (I also got a free gift for
renewing my membership. Thanks AARP!)
Even with this invitation from
AARP, turning 50 was not as traumatic as I had once believed it would
be. In fact, it was fun. Being 50 hasn’t felt any different than
being 49 or 48. But hitting mid-century does bring certain truths
into the light. One of those truths is the reality that at some point
in the somewhat nearer future, I will have to consider retirement.
It’s not that close yet, but it’s much closer than it used to be.
I would like to say that when I look ahead to retirement, I just
focus on all the cool things I’ll be able to do – things that I
don’t have the time or the means for right now. You know,
traveling, taking up hobbies, learning new skills. But the truth is,
when I think about retirement I don’t imagine its potential
possibilities. No, when I imagine retirement I worry. I worry about
being able to survive. I see those ads on television about planning
for retirement, and I worry that I’m not taking that kind of
planning seriously enough. I worry that by the time I am ready to
retire, the cost of living will be so high that only the excessively
wealthy will have the means to live comfortably.
I worry that I’ll have to work
long past retirement age, not because I want to but because I have
to. I worry that I’ll need to work long past retirement age, but
that I won’t be able to because of health issues or other factors.
I worry that I’ll be like someone who finally retires, then dies
within a month or weeks or a day of retirement. I worry that I won’t
have enough. I worry that there isn’t enough time. I worry and
worry and worry. My worry drives me, and not to a happy place, but to
an emotional and spiritual cliff’s edge. I worry.
Although the man Jesus described
in this parable was in vastly different circumstances from my own,
there is a sense that worry drove him as well.
Jesus was once again surrounded
by a crowd of people. Someone in that crowd asked Jesus to tell this
person’s brother to divide the family inheritance with him. When I
hear something like that, I think of the bitter disputes that can
ensue between siblings over an inheritance after a family member
dies. I wonder if it was this kind of rancorous fight that pushed the
man to ask Jesus for arbitration. But if the man looked to Jesus for
help, he did not receive it. Jesus not only told him, “No, that’s
not why I’m here,” he went onto warn the people about greed and
putting stock in an abundance of possessions. Then he told them a
parable.
Remember, Jesus didn’t tell
parables to give people the warm fuzzies. He told them to make people
think about familiar ideas, people, situations, etc. in new and
unexpected ways. This parable was no different. It was about a rich
man. This rich man had land that produced abundantly. As he surveyed
his abundance the man thought to himself,
“'What should l do, for I
have no place to store my crops? Then he said, ‘I will do this: I
will pull down my barns and build larger ones, and there I will store
all my grain and my goods. And I will say to my soul, Soul, you have
ample goods laid up for many years; relax, eat, drink, be merry.’”
But God had other plans. God
spoke to this man and said,
“You fool! This very night
your life is being demanded of you. And the things you have prepared,
whose will they be?”
Think back on the man’s words.
Who was he talking to? What pronouns are used consistently throughout
his monologue? The answer is I and my. What should I do? I
have no place to store my crops. I will do this. I
will pull down my barns. I will build larger ones.
I will store all my grains and my goods. I
will say to my soul.
I, my, I, my, I, my. Not once
does he refer to anyone but himself. Jesus’ description was of a
selfish man, true, but it was also a telling picture of a sad man. I
know Jesus never used the word sad. The
man didn’t seem to think of himself as sad. But I think he was.
After all, he amassed all that wealth in grains and goods, but at the
end of his life he only had himself to talk to. When God demanded his
life, the man was alone. Jesus ended the parable with the words, “So
it is with those who store up treasures for themselves but are not
rich toward God.”
Why
would this parable have shocked Jesus’ listeners? The obvious
answer is just what Jesus said, “So it is with those who store up
treasures for themselves but are not rich toward God.” The man put
a lot of energy and time into storing up treasures for himself. But
storing up grain for a future date would not have been that unusual.
Think back to the story of Joseph and his brothers in Genesis. Joseph
received visions of famine in the land, so he made sure that plenty
of grain was stored in preparation. He and his brothers were reunited
because of that famine. They came to Egypt seeking food so they and
their families would not starve to death.
Surely
a person who was able to store up grain was wise not foolish. That
person was preparing for the future. But what did all of the man’s
wealth of grain and goods do for him? He never even had a chance to
use it. He amassed it, then he died. What I find particularly sad is
the man’s address to his
soul. Hey Soul, we’ve got this! Now we can sink back into an easy
chair. Now we can eat and drink and have a great time. We’ve done
it. We have secured our security.
Except
his security did not ward off death. Nothing wards off death. Death
is the great leveler, the great equalizer. No matter how rich or
poor, we all die. I think Jesus wanted the people around him to
understand this, to realize that no amount of treasure, no amount of
wealth can secure any of us from death. The man, the “barn guy”
as one commentator put it, spent a lifetime building wealth, but in
the end he had not built
relationships. He had not built community. He was not rich toward
God. That poses another question. How are we rich toward God? God
does not need our wealth. God does not require money or things. How
are we rich toward God? We are rich toward God through our
relationships. We give offerings and tithes to this congregation, not
because God needs it, and not solely for keeping the lights on – and
yes, the staff paid. We give because through our offerings, through
the sharing of our treasures, we are able to reach out to God’s
children. We are able to do the work of God’s kingdom.
But
the barn guy Jesus spoke about did not understand that. He built his
wealth, he built his barns, but he built nothing else. When he died,
he was rich in stuff, but not rich in relationships, not rich in
community.
Nowhere
in this text does Jesus say that wealth is inherently bad. But he
warns against greed. He warns against thinking that life only
consists of an abundance of possessions. Jesus’ words were not so
much a diatribe about too much stuff or too much money, it’s about
our tendency to believe that those things make us secure, safe. They
don’t. Jesus warned against greed because it distorts our
priorities and it keeps us from being in real relationship with God
and with each other. Ultimately,
what good is our wealth if there is no one to share it with? What
good is our abundance if stays stored in barns? What good is our
worldly treasure if it keeps us from claiming the alternative
treasure that God gives us in abundance?
So
Jesus said, don’t worry. Don’t worry about what you will wear,
what you will eat, how you will live. God clothes the ravens and the
lilies of the field. They don’t sow or reap. They don’t stockpile
for the future. They just live. Don’t worry.
But
herein lies the rub. We are not the ravens, nor are we the lilies of
the field. The primary needs of life – food, shelter, and clothing
– require some amount of money. It is hard not to worry, at least a
little bit, that we will or won’t have enough to meet even those
basics of life.
Country
singer and songwriter, Brandy Clark, has a song on her first album
called, Pray to Jesus.
The refrain goes,
“So
we pray to Jesus and we play the lotto, cause there
ain’t but
two
ways
we can change tomorrow.
And there ain’t no genie,
and there ain’t no bottle. So
we pray to Jesus and we play the lotto. Like
a bumper sticker, like a poor man’s motto. Our
time is short and our time is borrowed, so we pray to Jesus and we
play the lotto.”
I
think she is saying that even the most religious of us hedge our
bets. We pray to Jesus, yes. But we also do whatever we can to stay
afloat and stay safe and stretch for some security in this world. Yet
Jesus told the people around him, and his message still speaks to us,
that we should not worry. Life, abundant life, is not to be found in
treasures or possessions. They cannot provide security or safety.
Don’t worry. Worrying adds nothing. It will not give us one more
day, one more hour.
I
know that we won’t leave today not worrying about something. Well,
at least I won’t. I’ve turned worrying into an art form. But I
hope that this is a reminder of what is truly treasure and what
isn’t. The building on
Beard Street and this
building are not where our treasure lies. We do not find treasure in
stuff or things. Our treasure is here, in us, in this congregation,
in our relationships with one another. Our treasure is in the people
we love, and even more in the people we serve. Our treasure is out
there, walking down the sidewalk, queing up at the Salvation Army.
Our treasure is most truly and most deeply found in the abundance
that God so extravagantly gives us; the abundance of love, hope, and
joy. That is an alternative treasure to the treasure of the world.
That is our true treasure. That is where our heart must lie.
Let
all of God’s children say, “Alleluia!”
Amen.
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