Mark 5:21-43
July 1, 2012
When I was a
young teenager, 13 and 14, I volunteered for two summers at Outlook Nashville.
Outlook Nashville was a daycare facility for infants and children with special
needs. The staff cared for children who
had cerebral palsy, mental retardation, Down’s Syndrome and other physical and
mental challenges.
I
was intimidated by it all at first, but I loved kids. So I threw myself into working with
them. This was in the ancient times when
you didn’t have to have background checks and references, etc. I just called and asked if they needed
volunteers, they said “yes,” and my mother dropped me off on her way to work.
One
of the little girls we cared for was named Autumn. I believe she had cerebral palsy, but my
memory is a little dim on that point anymore.
She was a darling little girl, no more than three, and even though
Autumn couldn’t walk or talk, she had no problem making her needs known.
Autumn
was the happiest little girl ever. To
describe her disposition as sunny is an understatement. She loved all the people at the daycare. She was always glad to be there and she got
along well with the other kids and the teachers. But the person Autumn really, truly deeply
loved was her mom. I’m sure she loved
the rest of her family too, but as it was always her mother who dropped her off
and picked her up, we only saw that particular interaction.
Autumn
didn’t just love her mother. She had an
extra sense about her. That sweet little
girl knew in the depths of her being when her mother was about to arrive to
pick her up.
The
staff always knew when Autumn’s mama had pulled into the parking lot because
Autumn would literally start to tremble with excitement. Her mom would come into the outer office, and
even before Autumn heard the sound of her mother’s voice, she would be wiggling
and squeaking with excitement. If you
were working in the room with Autumn that day, you didn’t need a clock to know it
was Autumn’s pick up time. You just
watched Autumn. Everyone who worked
there, teachers, staff and volunteers like me watched for this phenomenon,
because it never ceased to be amazing.
If
somehow Autumn’s mother managed to sneak into the classroom without Autumn
seeing her – and believe me this didn’t happen very often – Autumn would start
to look around wildly, because she knew, just knew that mommy was close
by. Autumn had more than her share of
mental and physical issues, but there was another kind of sense going on
there. Autumn could perceive her mother’s
love on a different level than most so-called “normal” people. All of us who had the opportunity to witness
this sense in action were blessed because of it.
Autumn
had a different sense, a different kind of knowing and perception than most
people when it came to her mother. In
this passage from Mark, we read stories about two people who seem to know on a
different level that Jesus will help them, and where Jesus put his own ability
to sense, to know, to perceive into action as well.
Jairus,
a leader of the synagogue, was in the crowd who had gathered by the sea
awaiting Jesus’ arrival. He was probably
putting his reputation and religious career on the line by being there. But his little daughter was deathly ill, and
what parent among us wouldn’t sacrifice everything we had to save our
child? Jairus was completely vulnerable
and made himself more vulnerable still by rushing to Jesus for help. Jairus knew, he just knew that if Jesus would
come and lay his hands on his daughter, she would be made well. So as soon as he sees Jesus he falls at his
feet and begs him to come and heal his little girl.
As
Jesus is making his way toward Jairus’ house, there is another person who just
knew that Jesus could help her. The
woman who had been hemorrhaging for twelve years. Twelve years!
There is no reason given for why this woman bled for so long, but we do
know that she spent every last cent she had on physicians and doctors. But none of them could make her well. None of their treatments worked. The text tells us that she had “endured much
under many physicians.” I suspect that
means that she had been given every test, every treatment, every cure known to
a doctor of that time. Still nothing
worked. She had only grown steadily
worse.
Yet
now Jesus has come, and this unnamed woman knows. She just knows that if she can only touch
him, if she can just grasp his clothing for a fleeting second, she’ll be
cured. All will be well.
The
woman does this. Her determination must
have been great because the crowd was large and she had been ill for a long
time. I doubt she was strong. But she pushed her way through that crowd and
touched Jesus’ cloak before the crowd could surge against her or her own
courage failed. As soon as she did this,
as soon as she touched his robe her bleeding stopped. She knew that something was different. She could feel it in her body. The bleeding had stopped and she was finally,
finally healed.
All
of this in itself is amazing. We could
stop the story right here and know that a miracle had happened. Outside of knowing the fate of Jairus’
daughter, nothing more would need to be said.
It is a miracle! But the amazing
events continue. Jesus knows something
has happened as well. He perceives that
power has left him. He realizes
something out of the ordinary has happened.
So
he stops where he is and calls out, “Who touched me?” My reaction to this is much like the
disciples. What do you mean, “Who
touched you?” Have you seen the size of
this crowd? There are about a gazillion
people trying to touch you, reach you.
Folks are coming at you from all sides, how can you possibly know that
one person touched you in the midst of all these others?
But
Jesus knew. He knew something was
different. He knew something had happened. He felt the woman’s healing just as she
did. The poor woman must have been
terrified beyond belief. Certainly she
must have felt a thrill of fear that Jesus could sense the power that had moved
between the two of them. But beyond that
she was ritually unclean. Not only had
she touched Jesus, she had touched a whole lot of other people in her push to
get to Jesus. For twelve years she would
have gone without a normal family life, and without participating fully in the
life of the synagogue because to come into contact with her would have
contaminated others. She should have
been nowhere near a great crowd such as this, and certainly nowhere near a
teacher such as Jesus. Her very presence
there was a violation of the Law.
So
I’m sure she was afraid, very afraid.
Afraid of potential punishment and the consequences that would come
because of her desperate need to touch Jesus.
She occupied a much lower place in society than Jairus did, but their
need for Jesus was an equalizer, wasn’t it?
They were both willing to be completely vulnerable in order to receive
the healing they so desperately needed.
For
this woman the consequences to her actions could be very great indeed. But in spite of her fear and dread, she owns
up to what she did. She steps out from
the others, out from hiding, falls down before Jesus and confesses what she has
done. However instead of reprimands and
rebukes, Jesus says to her, “Daughter your faith has made you well. Go in peace and be healed of your disease.”
This
woman believed. She sensed, she knew
that she could be healed by Jesus. She
knew that all she had to do was touch his robe and her cure would come. She was right.
But
Jesus’ healing doesn’t stop with this woman.
Lest we forget, her healing was an interruption to Jesus’ original
purpose. He was on his way to Jairus’
house to heal his daughter. Without
meaning to, the woman interrupted Jesus.
She seemingly distracted him from his initial intent. In fact as Jesus once more moves ahead to
Jairus’ house, some folks who had been waiting come to him and inform him that
Jairus’ daughter has died. There’s no
point in bothering Jesus any longer.
Jesus
overhears them and tells Jairus, “Do not fear, only believe.” Only believe.
He and just a few of the disciples go to Jairus’ house. The mourners have gathered. In spite of their wailing and weeping, they
can’t contain their laughter when Jesus announces that the little girl is only
sleeping. Their laughter doesn’t stop
Jesus. He takes the girl’s hand and says,
“Talitha cum.” As the text tells us this
means, “Little girl, get up.” She does
what she’s told. She gets up. She walks about the room. She is healed!
Jairus
knew. Jairus believed that Jesus could
heal his daughter. And his deep sense,
his absolute belief in Jesus’ healing ability was fulfilled. The woman who bled for twelve years knew as
well. She believed without hesitation
that merely touching the clothes Jesus wore would give the healing she
sought.
I wish I knew like they
did. I wish I felt the same urgency to
reach Jesus, to fall on my knees before him, to believe that even just grasping
his robes would give me the healing I desire.
I do believe. I believe that God
through Christ has a power to change hearts and minds, and that how that
happens is most often beyond my understanding.
But I take my belief for granted.
I’ve done my seeking. Even if I
weren’t a pastor, I’d still be here, in church, participating in worship.
But
I think that sometimes our faith grows complacent. Our urgency to seek Jesus only surfaces in
crisis. It was desperation that made
both Jairus and the woman willingly make themselves vulnerable and turn to
Jesus for help. Perhaps the one thing we
can take from this passage is the understanding that seeking Jesus is a
lifelong pursuit. Jesus told Jairus, “do
not fear, only believe.” So fear must
give way to belief. Worries must give
way to trust. Each day we are called to
make our way towards Jesus, determined, unafraid, vulnerable, and willing to
accept whatever consequences may come from reaching him. Every day we need to repeat Jesus’ words over
and over again – do not fear, only believe.
From this we know, we know and we believe and we hope that miracles are
possible, for all of us, for all of God’s children. Amen.
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